The Central Pennsylvania Youth Ballet Academy was in Carlisle, PA, about forty minutes away, but both of my parents worked worked full-time, could not take me to Carlisle, and they also preferred that I focus on playing the piano. My nurturing Dad was a talented musician. That was the only time he ever imposed. He wanted me to focus on music. I had started giving classical piano recitals in childhood — and could also paint and draw at an advanced level before I had formal art training. While my piano instructor also considered me to have professional-level talent as a musician, I could not stand sitting down on a piano bench for more than five minutes — I am naturally athletic in a feminine way — and could not stand playing classical music or any type of music composed by someone else.



Dance is my first and most natural art form.

Disgraceful and less graceful men and women in mainstream sports, entertainment, business, and politics who have enviously smeared me as a dancer, artist, and musician will be facing the music in a court of law. My coordination and movement are natural. (I never "think" about it). These facts can be confirmed under oath by every serious dance, music and art professional in my life since childhood.

I am a feminine, biological girl whose anatomy was shaped as much by ballet as by genetics.

No ballerina has a large chest — yet no one calls them “Manny.”

My chest is a 34C — larger than many ballerinas’.

Jesus, save us from the junior-high creeps — desperately cheating — by desperately smearing — every aspect of my exisitence.

Amen.